heart beats fast

"hari ini Tuhan mebiarkan kamu berdiri tegak dihadapanku, hanya untuk beberapa detik sangat dekat sampai tak sempat ku perhatikan wajahmu"

it was not the first time i saw you, sometimes i looked at you from the far corner of a place, but today God letting you to stand tall in front of me,,
when i realized that you stand in front of me, i wish i could turn back my step to the opposite way, but it was too late, all i could do is go straight and look to the other way,
i saw that you wanna give me a smile, but i felt so awkward so i looked to the other way, no..no..maybe it just my imagination, how can you smile at the person that you didn't recognize???
did you hear my heart beats fast when you passing by my side??
of course you didn't hear, so far you didn't know me at all...
i don't know what kind of feeling it is, but looking at you could make my time stop for a while, i can't looking at you any longer, because it could be killing me slowly :p
for you, i like the way you are not "love", i adore for everything you do...
thanks for today God!!! :)

Love,
F.M
yogyakarta